Fox (Stone Cold Fox Trilogy Book 3) by Max Monroe

Author:Max Monroe [Monroe, Max]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Stone Cold Fox Trilogy, Book Three
Publisher: Max Monroe LLC
Published: 2018-05-19T18:30:00+00:00

June 4th, 2016

“You okay?” Levi asked and I shrugged.

Considering that any minute the obstetrician Mariah had contacted for me would be here, I sure as shit was trying to be okay.

I wouldn’t say it was working, But I was trying like hell.

“Yeah…just a little nervous,” I whispered, and he wrapped an arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer to his side.

We were sitting on the couch in the small living room of our hotel room, which lately, had turned into our home away from home.

Truthfully, I was growing tired of it. I missed sleeping in my own bed.

I missed my house in Beverly Hills.

Initially, I’d been avoiding going home because my house had been Camilla’s house too, and it was too difficult to be there.

But now, it was more related to the paparazzi waiting outside of my property, ready to snap any photos they could get their lens on.

Inside the hotel, we had some privacy. We had more control.

Not only because of our security staff, but the hotel had their own as well.

The front entrance of the establishment was always monitored by guards. And anytime we left the premises, we were able to go through the back, staff-only entrance. By the time paparazzi realized we were on the move, we were already fifteen minutes away.

Sure, they still always managed to catch up with us at some point, but at least it all felt a lot more manageable.

Still, though, it was a fucking hotel room and a poor excuse for a home.

But right now, our current living arrangements were the very last thing on my mind.

Reruns of Curb Your Enthusiasm played on the television, but I had no idea what Larry David or Ted Danson was saying.

I couldn’t focus on anything but my racing thoughts.

Yesterday, I’d found out I was pregnant.

Twenty-four hours ago, I’d gone from a woman who was trying to hold it all together while grieving the death of her sister, to a woman who was pregnant and trying to hold it all together while grieving the death of her sister.

I had so many thoughts, so many fucking emotions filling me up that I didn’t know what or how to feel.

I was definitely anxious.

I mean, was I ready to be a mom? Was I ready to be responsible for another human being? Was the timing of this pregnancy going to be too hard for me to deal with emotionally? My heart was still so vulnerable, so fragile since I’d lost my sister.

But, deep down, I was also excited.

Levi and I were going to have a baby. A little person that we created, albeit completely accidentally, but still created all the same.

And it was actually those emotions that were the hardest.

They made me feel guilty.

They filled me up with so much joy, and then that joy turned into feeling bad about being this happy. I wasn’t sure if I was allowed to be this happy when I didn’t have Camilla.

My sister wasn’t here.

I couldn’t share the news with her.

I couldn’t watch and hear her reaction when I told her I was pregnant.

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